Date : Friday, August 29, 2008
Time : 7:26 AM
Title :

HAPPPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :D
heheh

anyway today had aces day which is siao.
run till my leg BECOME JELLY.
and the performance was FANTASTIC. :O
anyway after that went to meeet heartheart baobei and ahbeau
at bishan then we went to far east.
walk superr dupper long~~
in the end only buy a top nia.
-.-
and my leg yao duan lehh.
is likeee softtt~~
aftermaths still continue walk till abt 7++

then went homeeee
and on the train was FREAKING TIRED D':
that i just lied on heartheart's shoulder and fell alseep ;x

okay lazy type le .
next timeee meeet up with them <3

p.s. waiting for heartheart to send me the pic ;
and i never put any makeups ._.

Date : Friday, August 22, 2008
Time : 4:02 AM
Title :

Do you know anyone who has a homosexual parent?
nooo?

What's the taste in your mouth?
durrrrian! lol.

Do you dream in color or black and white?
nahh .seldom.

Do you like feet?
huh.-.-

What is your current myspace song?
i dont have myspace.but for blog is ...
wait i check first. Dear maria count me in.

What are you doing tonight?
emmm.watch teevee :D


Have you ever painted your nails?
obviously?who dont?

Have you ever moved? If so, how many times?
dont know??

What do you hear right now?
cannon in D (msg tonee)

Who was your last IM from?
?o.0

Do you find it cute when dogs burp?
never hear before. ._.

Can you do a backwards london bridge?
nahhh. tooo stiff.

What type of music could this world live without?
R&B :D

Would you rather ride in a hot air balloon or bungee jump?
BOTH! sounds damn fun.

Have you ever waxed your eyebrows ?
nah?wax for wht.

Do you think professional sports players are over paid?
yeahh. my tution teacher told me onceee.they damn RICH.

What was the last book that you read?
maths. @_@ do until i wana faint.

Are you worried about anyone right now?
nahhh.

Do you snort when you laugh?
nooo?

What smiley do you use the most on the computer?
:D

What friend haven't you seen in a while that you'd like to see?
yueyueeee &hengling

What movie did you last see in the theater?
mummy

Do you find it romantic when a guy whispers in your ear?
hahah.see who isit?

Do you know any of your neighbors?
not really.

When is the next time you'll kiss someone?
LOL.

When was the last time you were in a car and where did you go?
school.

Name three things around you:
Phone, lappy , pillows.

What color is the shirt you're wearing?
black.

Who can you go to anytime of the day for anything no matter what?
dunooo?

Do you have netflix?
huh?

What movie do you want to go see that's in theatres right now?
prom night :O

Anything you are craving right now?
swweeets.

Are your lips soft?
yeah?

Is there anyone that you're mad at right now?
nah?i very peacee onee.

When was the last time you screamed?
dont have?

Where is one place you'd like to visit?
USA.DISNNEEYWORLD. lol.

Name three of your favorite colors:
whitee ; black ; any colour which not tht dull.


How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
sometimes; if it sounds hurtful.

Have you ever kissed someone who's name starts with a T?
nah?

Who was the last person to make you smile?
the boyboy make me and krys laugh like siaozhabor.

Date :
Time : 3:45 AM
Title :

Your Friendliness Score is 79 (Very Friendly)

You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky. And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world! You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends. You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment. Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell. Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships.

Date :
Time : 3:39 AM
Title :

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Date : Thursday, August 21, 2008
Time : 6:51 AM
Title :

if i were to choose between loving you and breathing ;
i would use my last breath to say i love you.♥

Date :
Time : 6:27 AM
Title :

heyhey!
okay. emmm on tue we went to this old folks home
beside the renci hospital?o.0
then there's this ULTRA-FRIENDLY/CUTE granny
is like she damnn good lah.
while i was talkin to her she keeep touching my shoulder?o.0

but sadly very fast we have to go le :I

and back to today is like OHMYTIAN

we went to the playground and is likeee super FUNNNY!

there's this bunch of siao lang keeep playin wif the swing which is soo dizzy.><

hai wo now damnn dizzy also ;s

afterthat ; me and krys did something UNBELIEVABLE.

is damnn funny lah.

while we were saying tht we were laughin like noone business

ehhh but cant tell wht is it. otherwise dieee. ;x

on the bus ride back to sch there's small drama

mich just suddenly mention i know lah she look like ur ahma right.

then i was like cant take it anymore; and just cried?

which is like ridiculous and i kinda scared her.psps.

just cause you happen to hit on the nail lah.soo yeahh..

Date : Saturday, August 09, 2008
Time : 8:06 AM
Title :

i just came back from sauna agaaain -.-
mummy forced me there :/

and damnn i DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO LIT!D;


ohh yeahh don't be soo upset babeee we will be here for you :D


baby i'm really tired of guessing stuff
every guess is making me feel soo...
if we don't work things out i guess
it's really difficult for us to go on anymore;

Date : Friday, August 08, 2008
Time : 9:06 AM
Title :

heeellloooo people i'm back! :D

oh yeahh and thks for everyone concern may it be a tag or msg or a call :D thankyouuuu
it's really sweet of you all.

ohya my mama is sooo fascinated by the Olympic thingy on the teeeveee!-.- LOL
then she keep sayin "wa you see you see!! i always like tooo seee this thing!:D "
LOL.

and i have changed my blogskin againn!
not much different only tht the pattern is darker?o.0
and i change the song to PUSSYCAT DOLLS-WHEN I GROW UP

it's superrrr niceeee lahhx
ahhaha no moreee slowww songs.ahaha

sometimes must change change,.

anyway today we went to AMK hub wif mich and ziyi and my HEART HEART henggling.:D
ver long never see her le. x3

and we go watch the mummy ohh it's a nicee show okaay:D
then we walk here walk there also don't know do wht. LOL.

oh ya and you know wht michelleee lost her handphone and she was panicking
then we help her search
guess where i found it.
UNDER THE CINEMA SEAT!-.-
then i was trying to get it out

but my hand too short soo
when i was tryin to take i kinda fell.
LOL,.
soo paiseh.
heng it was ver dim...

and then mich they all left first soo me and HEART HEART go walk walk.
LOL.
and finally bade goodbyeeee

LOL.

okaaay
i shall end here and watch the Olympic with mummy LOL!

Date : Saturday, August 02, 2008
Time : 8:36 AM
Title :

This is for my people
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to faceI never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wishI could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one I wish that you were here
To celebrate together I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone foreverI never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wishI could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say

Bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye'
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye




everything had ended today
though everyone was really tired ;
but there's sadness in each and every of our eyes.

and actually there's lots of coincidences happening ;
tht it might be ah ma trying to hint us before she pass away?
but we just didn't get it..

if i wasnt so occupied with my work the day before;
perhaps i still could catch a last glances of ahma
but i didn't even the next day ,
i thought she could wait for me but i was wrong
when i wanted to see hereverything was too late.
regrets?yes.but things cant be undone anymore.
if only aa had told me something happen perhaps i could have
took a look at ahma tht morning and informed everyone
to take last look at her..
perhaps things wouldnt have turned out this way ;

today there's sadness; tears ;
i clearly remember the last look when i saw ahma
her eyes was sooo empty ;
the happiness was no longer there;
there's only pain;
everyone was crying soo badly that their eyes was so swollen

the moment when her body was cremented
screams and the cries was getting louder louder and louder
even though i was trying to hold back my tears
it just dropped and i was one of them whose cries is getting louder.

ahma ni ru guo zhen de kan de dao
ni an xin de zao ba;
thanks for evrything you have done for me ;
wo yong yuan dou zi de xiao shi hou ni wei wo zuo de yi que


RIP.

ahma;
you will always be in our memory ;